Oh Jillian...

Thought for the Day: We can never go back again, that much is certain.--Daphne DaMaurier

20 minutes with Jillian Michael's and I am ready to NEVER workout again! :)

I have struggled so much this New Year to find me, find happiness, find something...I think I have forgotten to just look in front of me at times. Most everything I am looking for is in my home, with my children and some with my husband. I expect more or less...I expect something to change. I expect to much... I want to turn around and go back to 4 years ago...2 years ago. I want to change what happened, how it happened and how I dealt with it or he dealt. I woke up to all these thoughts and feelings of loss with the logic that I have so much to win.

While working out, Jillian kept saying "don't give up on me"

Even though I have never met Jillian Michael's and probably never will, I didn't want to give up on her. Because somehow, I believed that she isn't giving up on me. I need that motivation to know that someone believes in me SO much that it can help me believe in myself. So, I am dedicating the next 30 days, every morning to be focused and spend that 20 minutes with Jillian.

Who knows...great things may come of this!



Written By: Venus Goddess Valerie